I know how you feel...I lost a really nice six point on opening day. I misjudged the distance and the shot went low, likely into the meat in the brisket. Looked until dark and came back on horses the next day and looked all day without much luck. We found maybe 200 yards of lousy blood and my arrow with about 6" of penetration. I've been out after him for the last four days and I think I finally caught up with him, but haven't got a good enough look to verify that it's the same bull...I hope it is. I've been keeping an eye out for birds, but haven't seen any gatherings. Hopfully he's alive.