Replacing gear after nightmare becomes reality

[huntnfmly]

I can not imagine how badly you must feel over the loss of the love of your life and the mother of your three children. That said, forget about the binos and get yourself and the children to a grief counselor. Trying to move on in a two week span is way too soon and it is better to grieve now then later. Those kiddos are going to need all of the help and support that they can get and you are not ready to provide the help they will need. Do it for them if not for yourself. This is not meant to offend you but I believe you are still in shock over the sudden loss of your wife.  I am truly sorry for your loss.

This is exactly spot on.
Prayers sent

[Jonathan_S]

You're at the beginning of a long process, take it slow and stay super close to those kids.

Rest in peace Ma'am.