Darn it. I'm so sorry! mike and I were talking about our dogs yesterday and how we feel about them as being members of the family. We, as a family, are like gypsies in that we move a lot. Therefore all of my dogs including the one and only cat are all cremated and move with us until we finally decide, "Yep, this is it. We're going to stay".
Well my friend make you old buddy as comfortable as possible and do what ever you have to do. I've been there several times and it is not easy.
Scott