I just better hang up my bow and leave it there

I was so excited to get out hunting this morning ..did not even sleep last night ! Then after all that excitement I was left with disappointment

... I headed up to my usual spot and find the same sign I see every year ..It was just torn up . So I decide I best just sit around awhile and see what happens ..I sit for about 3 1/2 hours and decide to move up the hill a little further ...I get to where I killed a doe last year on the last day and look up the hill in the cedars and

there he is laying at 25 yrds looking dead at me .. I knock an arrow and he stands up ...He is huge ....I have no shot at all

I try to move into a better position and I can not find a hole to put an arrow threw to save my arz ....he turns and walks off

last 2 years have been the same story ...See them and no shot ..Plus what is really the issue is that you have to walk up hill to get into this place and 95 % of the time the wind is blowing right at them ..it was raining today and that's why I got so close ...But I had my trailcams out about 1 mile down the road and got numerous bucks on cam but almost everyone seems to be at night

I think they are staying layed up until after dark

and I just blew my chance ...He was the one

I pulled my cameras so I can put them where he is now ...I will let it calm down a day or 2 and get back in there again ...dang it man ...dang it !