Free: Contests & Raffles.
With the permission of Dale, I am going to try to get the Joshua Cup going again, and all funds will be distributed to Aarons kids. For those of you not knowing what this is, we will talk about it elsewhere as soon as Administration and I hash it out. Its a charity/contest we have hosted several times. I can't think of a better reason for this charity than this.
Hope they send some good, experienced people for the funeral detail. Have done quite a few while on training bubbles, is always an honor.
I can't put into words the guilt that I feel. Aaron was always goof ball. Ever since we were little I was always the responsible one. I always took it upon myself to look over and protect my brothers. Had to make sure Aaron didn't walk off a cliff while staring at a butterfly or something while hunting lol. I know there was nothing I could have done but the guilt I feel for not being there to protect him like I should have done is tearing me up. I struggled with this same guilt when my little brother was there last year and now its back 10 fold. -karl
Quote from: Button Nubbs on April 24, 2013, 08:56:42 AMQuote from: BLRman on April 24, 2013, 08:52:05 AMThank you everyone, I truly mean that. Thank you Doug for the offer also. The thing about Aaron is he never slowed down for one second! He was so passionate about every single thing he did in life. I think everyone probably already knew that though by his novel like post's and number crunching that would make a math professors head spin. lol. I just bought his tags and permit apps yesterday as his birthday present. Not sure what to do now. Maybe we will put in together one last time. I don't know. I don't know much of anything right know.Wow, that brought a tear to my eye. I say put in with him! You know the *censored*s of the thing is he never drew a bull tag in this state! He loved elk more than anyone I ever knew and he wanted desperately to draw a tag and kill a bull! I promised him before he left that when he got his ass back safe that i would take him to colorado and get him a bull and to hell with waiting on washington. We talked about that hunt a lot in the last month or so. I spent all monday and tuesday doing research on some colorado units. I really wanted to get it dialed in and make sure it was a successful hunt. He just wanted to kill a good bull.
Quote from: BLRman on April 24, 2013, 08:52:05 AMThank you everyone, I truly mean that. Thank you Doug for the offer also. The thing about Aaron is he never slowed down for one second! He was so passionate about every single thing he did in life. I think everyone probably already knew that though by his novel like post's and number crunching that would make a math professors head spin. lol. I just bought his tags and permit apps yesterday as his birthday present. Not sure what to do now. Maybe we will put in together one last time. I don't know. I don't know much of anything right know.Wow, that brought a tear to my eye. I say put in with him!
Thank you everyone, I truly mean that. Thank you Doug for the offer also. The thing about Aaron is he never slowed down for one second! He was so passionate about every single thing he did in life. I think everyone probably already knew that though by his novel like post's and number crunching that would make a math professors head spin. lol. I just bought his tags and permit apps yesterday as his birthday present. Not sure what to do now. Maybe we will put in together one last time. I don't know. I don't know much of anything right know.
Quote from: BLRman on April 24, 2013, 09:22:06 AMI can't put into words the guilt that I feel. Aaron was always goof ball. Ever since we were little I was always the responsible one. I always took it upon myself to look over and protect my brothers. Had to make sure Aaron didn't walk off a cliff while staring at a butterfly or something while hunting lol. I know there was nothing I could have done but the guilt I feel for not being there to protect him like I should have done is tearing me up. I struggled with this same guilt when my little brother was there last year and now its back 10 fold. -karlI hope you'll soon realize that having an older brother like you and the rest of your family is what made him a man who was patriotic enough to fight for his country in spite of the dangers that presented. In all of his posts, you could tell that his patriotism was fierce and his resolve was intense. He didn't just make that stuff up one day. The people like you who had influence on his early life gave that to him to turn him into the brave man he became. You can be proud not only of your lost brother, but of how you looked after him and of the example you set that helped him be the man he was.