Thanks ya'll! It was a rough night and morning, but I think I'll try and stay happy. I think he could tell something was wrong last night when when he was sitting in my lap, and I was crying my eyes out.
I tell ya, just a week ago I thought I had another year with him. Now all I can think about is what a great dog he has been, and how many times I let him down.
Got to go.. Tearin up again.