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Or you could thank your lucky stars that you have the good health to afford misses like that, it might have been your first but it wont be your last.. get back in the saddle and go after him... you could be freezing your a s s off in the mountains of of some third world country while some turbin flyer takes pot shots at ya!!! As long as you learned something it should have been worth it.. JACK O'CONNOR passed on the biggest buck he ever seen, when asked why, he simply stated " had I killed that buck, not only would my season would be over, but I could never find anything bigger so what would be the point" he also said it was better that that buck live and pass on his genes and die of old age!!! I guess it all comes down to how you view things
I'd say be happy you missed clean. What if you hit badly and didn't recover. A clean miss means it ain't over yet.
Unfortunately, that one is going to haunt you for awhile. Probably for the rest of your life. I have one about like that from over 10 years ago and still think about it. Prepare, practice, and do your best to be ready next time.